Thoughts in the early morning

So lately I have been tossing around the idea of returning to my roots and moving home. I love living in the city and I love being so close to GR and I love all the life and hustle bustle the city has to offer. But lately I find myself not being completely happy like my old self. I'm not sure if I am extrememly home sick, miss all my family, bored with life, not happy with my job, wanting a change, or what my problem is. But I know I need to figure it out so I can stop stressing for no reason, stop having crazy mood swings and find myself crying over the dumbest things. I love Gr. I love my new roommates. I love most things about my life. But something is missing or wrong.......but do I really want to take a step back in with my independence and move home? Do I really want to move away from GR? Do I really want to live in Show Low again? I have so much to think about and no clue where to begin.